Brad Will sings solidarity song video
Tear Gas anthem words
Saturday, March 24, 2007
The Tear Gas Anthem/Washing Machine Song
Corrected/definitive lyrics... a new verse added by me after my friend Brad Will was killed in oaxaca, mexico in october, 2006. back in 2000 when i first heard him sing this, i bugged him for lyrics for months. he finally got them to me typed out on the back of a flier for a film showing of "life and debt," about imf/world bank in jamaica. me and brad sang the song together in miami in november 2003 during the ftaa summit, in the courtyard of the convergence space the evening of november 19 (night before the big actions) as helicopters circled overheard shining spotlights down on us. my friend jordan died following those protests, exposed to the chemical weapons police were using. when i posted the lyrics online following that, i had misremembered many of the lyrics and have been trying to correct them ever since.
TEAR GAS ANTHEM aka THE WASHING MACHINE SONG
1st verse and chorus by Desert Rat (written following seattle wto protests, 1999),
2nd, 3rd & 4th verses by Brad Will,
5th verse by women in jail solidarity during the DNC 2000,
the 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 11th & 12th verses by tom evil,
10th verse by warpiper, medic @ miami ftaa summit protests in 2003.
acapella tune by desert rat/brad will
damn, i still miss brad and jordan so much.
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i've seen the lands beyond these borders, where the corporations rule,
and they spin their lies and they globalize & the working man's their tool.
and the streams are so polluted, that the banks are bleak and bare,
and the babies all are born deformed and the smog is everywhere.
and the workers' wages dropped thirty percent in just one year,
now those greedy bastards want to bring the same conditions here...
[chorus]
so i called upon you brother (x2 sister), and you asked what i would do,
and i told the truth dear brother (x2 sister) when i spoke these words to you:
i will stand beside your shoulder, when the teargas fills the sky,
if a national guardsmen shoots me down i'll be looking him in the eye.
i will wash their pepper from your face and go with you to jail,
and if you don't make it through this fight i swear i'll tell your tale.
i will stay with you in the prison cell in solidarity,
and i will not leave that cursed room til you walk out with me.
for we the people fight for freedom, while the cops just fight for pay,
and as long as the truth is in our hearts we're sure to win someday.
i will not falter when that iron fist comes out of the velvet glove,
i will stand beside you shoulder to defend this land we love.
II.
i've heard tales of conquered islands, where the sweatshop barons rule,
recruiting girls from the asian slums to be the rich man's tool.
and they're promised lives of luxury in the golden USA,
then they're stranded on these islands with their passports stripped away.
and their aging fingers toil and bleed, year after grueling year,
now those greedy bastards want to bring the same conditions here...
[chorus]
III.
i've walked the misty forests, pulsing vein from ancient time,
they'll rip the heart out of a mountain to kill the oldest things alive.
rainforest dwellers smell a burning, and the 'dozers are close behind,
replaced with plantations and cattle ploughing under whatever they find.
with the rain comes a raging mudslide, where the land was stripped & sheared
now those greedy bastards want to push their bloody products here...
[chorus]
IV.
i've seen the oceans rolling, schools of fish swimming under the tide,
working fishermen grounding their boats, starving on a hook & line.
while the industrial fishers haul in their nets, scouring the deep ocean floor,
dolphin & sea turtle snagged in those nets will ride the waves no more.
they'll rip the heart out of the deep blue sea, increasing every year,
now those greedy bastards want to push their bloody products here...
[chorus]
V.
i've been inside the concrete cellblocks, where the fascist sergeants rule,
and they privatize and they criminalize and the inmates are their tools.
and they march you down the hallway with a chain around your waist,
you get one strike for your poverty and another for your race.
and they contract out your labor and they profit from your bail,
now those greedy bastards want to build another million jails...
[chorus]
VI.
i've read reports of Wall Street boardrooms where they manufacture wealth,
and they've echoed lies so many times they don't know the truth themselves.
they defraud the working families, blow their savings all to hell,
and you're forced to work for half the pay while corporate profits swell.
and there's one law for the CEO's and another for you and me,
still those greedy bastards dare to claim that you and i are free...
[chorus]
VII.
i watched the towers falling, and i watched my brothers die,
i watched in utter horror with my only question, why?
and all the air force bombers, and all the army men
in three million years can never bring my sisters back again.
you can wage war on the world, until every coffin's filled,
but your leaders can't protect you they can only get you killed.
[chorus]
VIII.
i've heard voices of the disappeared, kidnapped in the night,
and they're thrown into detention camps and locked away from sight.
while Homeland Agents scour the country sowing seeds of martial law,
with immigrant families waiting for the other boot to fall.
and they claim it's for our safety, and they say we shouldn't fear,
but those evil bastards want to build another Third Reich here...
[chorus]
IX.
i've seen the warplanes leaving, to bring death to distant lands,
bearing loads of missiles made by working people's hands.
and they're guided 'cross the oceans and they're guided 'cross the sky,
and they're guided into third world homes where starving children die
and they fuel the flames of hatred, and they teach the soul to rage
now those fucking bastards want to write another bloody page...
[chorus]
X.
the cops they fire bullets, of rubber, wood and pain
and they force the people to the ground and beat them once again.
and the pepper flows like water, and their eyes are filled with hate.
they march like mindless zombies pushing people through the gate.
and the people are all beaten within inches of their lives,
now those fascist pigs they want to spread another filthy lie...
[chorus]
XI.
i'll resist this war for empire, i'll stop it in its tracks,
my sisters didn't die so we could kill the people of iraq.
and all the guided missiles launched from all the ships at sea,
in three million years can never bring my brothers back to me.
you can wage war on the world, until every coffin's filled,
but your leaders can't protect you they can only get you killed.
[chorus]
XII.
i stood beside your shoulder, and we raised our voices high.
and i'll keep your name close to my heart until the day i die.
with every fleeting moment, and with every passing year,
so long as i recall your voice i've nothing left to fear.
for in our hearts there beats a power that outlives their blazing guns,
and we will not give up this fight, until the day we've won...
Labels: anarchy, anti-war, Brad Will, Desert Rat, Jordan Feder, Tear Gas Anthem, WTO
People act shocked when something like Kent State happens??????? OMG, this is America I hear them say.......... WELL, the following is what my reality of America has always been........ oh yeah and BTW, one of the guys from my high school class came home and I cannot remember for sure if he'd lost both arms and legs or just his legs..... (Sowy Tommy but it's been a long long time since last we met but I do remember how sorry I felt that WE couldn't have done more to get you home before this happened to you....... anyways Tommy's gone now R.I.P) ........ but he did have kids when he came back and he and his wife named their daughter -DEDRA...
Vietnam War Footage-Music Video-Run Through The Jungle youtube
Real Vietnam Footage With music by CCR youtube
Four Dead in Kent State Protests youtube
Tin soldiers and Nixon's comin'.
We're finally on our own.
This summer I hear the drummin'.
Four dead in Ohio.
Gotta get down to it.
Soldiers are gunning us down.
Should have been done long ago.
What if you knew her and
Found her dead on the ground?
How can you run when you know?
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na.
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na.
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na.
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na.
Gotta get down to it.
Soldiers are cutting us down.
Should have been done long ago.
What if you knew her and
Found her dead on the ground?
How can you run when you know?
Tin soldiers and Nixon's comin'.
We're finally on our own.
This summer I hear the drummin'.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Four dead in Ohio.
Look familiar, this is a good one, eh?
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
MOM
I woke up late and jumped out of bed.
I rushed to the basin to brush...... I did.
I looked up to check for white on my chin and there she was.
She looked back and smiled and then she winked.
She backed away from the sink and I saw her round full belly.
I gazed around and there I was........ sitting on the sofa.
She asked me why I seemed shocked.
I replied how complete she looked. She smiled and quietly said,
"I love you and always remember I was the happiest at this moment in my life."
She turned slowly and blew me a kiss and in a very soft voice whispered how
proud she was for me breaking the cycle. I blinked and my MOM was gone.
I always say that I love taking baths because it reminds me of being in my Mother's womb and that was simply the only time EVER that I felt safe.
The full circle of life.......... My Grandaughter. She would have been my mother's great grandaughter.
I gazed around the corner just in time to see you take your first toddler step.
You wavered across the floor with the sureness of a high stepper in a parade.
(Who would have thought?)
You tottered to the safeness of you Mommy's arms and fell with a thud.
You both giggled and the process started again. This time you weaved your way to me and we laughed together at your first bouncy steps.l
The morning was a complete success and you fell asleep swiftly when your head
hit your pillow. The baby smile was still fixed on your cute chubby little
face as you slept in the Angel's world of toddlers.
I woke up late and jumped out of bed.
I rushed to the basin to brush...... I did.
I looked up to check for white on my chin and there she was.
She looked back and smiled and then she winked.
She backed away from the sink and I saw her round full belly.
I gazed around and there I was........ sitting on the sofa.
She asked me why I seemed shocked.
I replied how complete she looked. She smiled and quietly said,
"I love you and always remember I was the happiest at this moment in my life."
She turned slowly and blew me a kiss and in a very soft voice whispered how
proud she was for me breaking the cycle. I blinked and my MOM was gone.
I always say that I love taking baths because it reminds me of being in my Mother's womb and that was simply the only time EVER that I felt safe.
The full circle of life.......... My Grandaughter. She would have been my mother's great grandaughter.
I gazed around the corner just in time to see you take your first toddler step.
You wavered across the floor with the sureness of a high stepper in a parade.
(Who would have thought?)
You tottered to the safeness of you Mommy's arms and fell with a thud.
You both giggled and the process started again. This time you weaved your way to me and we laughed together at your first bouncy steps.l
The morning was a complete success and you fell asleep swiftly when your head
hit your pillow. The baby smile was still fixed on your cute chubby little
face as you slept in the Angel's world of toddlers.
Friday, September 10, 2010
I would like to write a children's book hardcopy and have it interactive with pages online. hmmmmmmmmm
Rylee just appeared out of the blue one night and I'm now trying to incorporate her into my other multiples........ she's the second new alter in the last 2 months, this after Andi came into being. The other one is Temperance.... (She's named after the 'Bones' character but out of the fact that her name has temper in it.) Andi is a nickname for Anderson and even tho I didn't take it back after my divorce I rather like the idea that I've regained my self in my birth name. Rylee is a combo of my son and my middle names...... Ryan and Lee.
As cal had read what she wrote she was taken with the fact that her past, her present and her future continually got confused. It is very apparent in her recollection of Tim and his family but that's ok as that is one thing Belon can learn to adjust in the parellel place. (Don't let anyone fool you all, writing out here on the net is a current thingy similar to a soap on TV I think??? Anyways a rough draft, it ain't....... final cut period, eh?)
The parellel place is much the same as the real world as far as confusion goes. It is however easier to manipulate from that side as Belon and Kai learn together.
I must admit that although I can point it out from here, I've always had difficulty differentiating between the future, the past and the present. I'm always aware as I travel between my realities that I do this and as such can usually address it from the present to the past.
That may be the reason for my total acceptance in the parellel place. It's not something that I find hard to grasp.
The transistion had to begin. Was she going forward to find herself in the future or was she going backwards to find her roots, her soul, herself?
She thought it through and she had to isolate. The hardest part was cutting herself off from him. He wouldn't understand; they had been partners and it would hurt him, of this she was sure. That made it the most difficult decision of her lifetime but it had to be done.
She told him of her love of another. She tried to make it gentle but admitting she had another 'soulmate' wasn't something she knew how to explain. He became Terrible Tommy to her for a while and she regretted the way she had to do it. She tried to explain to him that had it not been for Tommy, she wouldn't have been open to their relationship.
She sent him a few songs and they weren't gentle on his manhood either. One was Meatloaf's 'Two Out of Three Ain't Bad' and the other was Helen Reddy's 'I Don't Know How To Love Him'. She didn't know how to cut the ties and she thought he'd understand but she'd never know. (She'd realize it later when he still supported her and was always around.) She included a couple of her John Lennon faves so as to soften the blows and let him know she really did treasure everything they had.
Two Out of Three Ain't Bad youtube
I Don't Know How To Love Him youtube
Stand By Me youbute
Woman youtube
Wildfire youtube
BTW, cal's soulmate once told her that if he could be an animal he would be an eagel.......... cal on the other hand would be a horse.
Once again, she reflected on her previous life and how she felt after Donald had raped her. (I unplugged the phone so I didn't hear when it didn't ring.) It was always very difficult to understand the male ego and trying to keep a balance. How much could a man tolerate? (She once again reflected on her past and her history. She knew that both of her ex's would have preferred her dead than to leave them???????) After all of the history; what could she believe? How far would a man go to protect his 'precious' ego? Would he sabotage her work, would he infiltrate her very existance on the net and would he destroy everything. She knew he was capable of all of it and she had to trust her faith in them and her faith in God to see them through.
The world's mess certainly was example enough for cal to be cautious on most days but all of that was minimal now as the transistion put a whole new light on the male/female, didn't it?
The transistional phase wasn't to take long but during it no one could see them connecting online and the best way she knew how to do it was to cut it off period. There were after all the hackers that listened and watched everything she did.
She drew up the plans in her mind. The transistion had been going on for a while and it was time to make it happen physically. She had to prepare herself emotionally, spiritually, and physically for it to happen.
Step one was the creation of the physical entities that would represent them on the other side. She was an artist and she was ready to start the creations. In her mind, they were perfect as she painted and drew and made them into their alters.
Belon and Kai began to develop in her mind. Belon was easy and Kai would come into his own as soon as her man was alerted to his existence. She had to get the feel of the parellel universe and then begin the processing.
cal had been the first to go over. She remembered the process and the colors. The colors were vivid and beautiful but it had been a difficult journey. It was not anything like she had ever experienced before. It had been frightening to experience and it had been draining in every aspect.
She watched from the other side as Rob was processed. This time, it wasn't as frightening for her. It was emotionally painful to see the one she considered her male couterpart experience it though as she could not forwarn him of the outcome nor of the journey to get to the other side.
She stood as Belon when Kai came through the process. He was handsome in his new form. She had absolutely no idea how he looked in the other place but here, he was shockingly handsome. She was taken aback when she saw him as she hadn't considered any physical beings existing here in this place.
Belon knew from her own experience how disoriented she felt when she arrived. She walked over to Kai, or rather floated. This indeed was new to her. She wasn't yet accustomed to this new plane as there didn't seem to be any gravity pulling on her. There only seemed to be thoughts and ideas and now these new forms. They would learn together.
Kai seemed comfortable immediately in the new place. He stared into her eyes and he smiled. He knew already and he was sharing with her in their usual way of communicating. He was sending it through his mind and she was connecting.
Belon smiled and lifted her hand to his. She had waited for years for this, their first touch. Holding his hand was one of the things she had often dreamed about and here it was happening. Kai was connecting with his mind and Belon was in heaven. Could this parrellel be heaven? They would find out together.
Kai squeezed her hand. Their first physical connection and yet even this wasn't real. That made it all the more special as they knew it was their journey and only theirs and it was the beginning of something new and very exciting. It was as if this had been created only for them.
Here in this special place they could touch and not worry. This was their world created by God exclusively for them. This was their 'true' creation. It would be harrowing at times and when they had to transistion back and forth, it could get dangerous. For now though, they were the only ones aware of their new home.
It had always been dangerous in the other realm and it would be no different here. The connectedness would help them to achieve much more on this plane but it would have it's unique difficulties.
Belon's memories of the other place were vivid. She cherished them and when she looked over at Kai she marveled.
Kai only has one physical eye and it seemed natural to Belon. Kai communicated to her that it was his mind's eye. When they were in peril, all she had to do was gaze into that eye and his every thought and deed would tranfer straight into her mind. There were indeed some advantages to this parellel universe stuff of this they were both sure.
Kai gazed around and envisioned the life that they would live here in their new world. It was incredible and he was anxious to begin exploring it.
He already knew of it's existence because of the other side. He hadn't liked much of what he'd experienced there. This view put a whole new perspective on his vision. It gave him ideas that he had not considered over there. After all, the laws of that place didn't apply here.
It would be a very different existence. He didn't have to worry about staying within any boundaries on this side. He knew that the boundaries that existed on the other plane were man-made and then slowly, insidiously planted in earthlings through brainwashing. The psychological brainwashing was perhaps the worse but the RFID chips were equally as monstrous. It all depended on the individual.
Luckily cal had been the first given the implant during the Roswell incident. (She was to learn much later in life that Al Gore was another that got implanted... She was sure the Tony Coehlo connection between her and Gore was the driving force in her research of Gore.) She didn't know of it until much later in life.
Looking back on her own life she realized she had missed lots of things. For instance her own father and uncle had been implanted. She knew that from the growths on the backs of their necks. Through research she had learned that generationally the implants were positioned in different areas. Hers was on her shoulder and they were from the 40's group of implants. Family tradition took on a whole new meaning to Belon once she understood the plan.
On this side of the plane, Kai was in total and complete control and that meant to him he was able to explore and create on a whim. Here, he was in charge of his own boundaries. If he chose to be a Robin Hood, he could achieve much for the poor of the world. He could choose to be whatever he liked and he could implement it here and it would still impact the lives of the people there. That was apparent after the ClimateGate scandal.
Belon was delighted and felt like she had been selected by her higher power for this assignment. She knew he had chosen Kai as her protector and she knew they were setting on a new path to save the world.
There had been clues along the way even on earth. Once the clues started to appear, it was if the lid had been blown off. The two of them stood side by side and they had indeed accomplished much in their uniqueness. The two of them were like a puzzle that fit perfectly together. They both recognized the accomplishments they had made before the move and now, that could be multiplied exponentially.
The planning had only resided in Belon's mind until now and she wasn't sure except to inquire of Kai what the first step was to be.
Introduction to the other side was the first step. The paintings of Kai and Belon would be introduced online.
The computer geeks were gathered. Taking back the world was to be a financial endeavor done completely by them. It wouldn't be easy but they were the best.
Kai and Belon had come to depend on their online friends to do what needed to be done. This new task wouldn't be easy but with like minded people, there wasn't anything they were afraid to conquer. After all, if not US, who, if not NOW, when?
Of course there were the hackers who infiltrated cal's life. The harsh reality of that made Cal less trusting but in the long run it made her stronger. The lurkers were still there only to be ignored. cal had learned to reach out as soon as she knew she was being stalked and usually Rob charged right in to her rescue.
It was amazing when you stopped and thought about it. People from all walks of life were joining together and supporting others.
The deed had to be planned out and done across the world simultaneously. The geeks had to synchronize as there was much at stake. Nothing like this had ever been tried before and it was important that it be done without flaw.
The elite would be taken off guard and the sting would be well publicized. The new currency was in place but first, the power had to be removed from the regime. It would be decided after the control was removed completely if there would be a currency at all later on down the line.
Belon and Kai both pondered a world without the evil ones. What would it be like to have humanity all over the place and people helping people in a world that had never experienced it. The brainwashing in the schools and workplace had seen to that. The competition factor certainly took love out of everything; an example ot that would be the sports arena. Civilization could become truly civilized and that would make Belon's dream a reality.
The Stinger Geeks were positioned and the training was going as smoothly as clockwork.
There was much knowledge in the cyber room. The Stinger Geeks ranged in age from nine to eighty-four. It would have been a sight to behold if they all had been gathered in one physical room. Grandmothers sat in their kitchens chatting with children, bikers sat on their bikes with iPads, actors sat with their phones tweeting, and so on and so forth.
Every nation was represented. A total of four hundred and sixteen geeks were working the plan. They had come together early in 2002 and it is now 2010. The planning stage was all documented. Each geek had his/her own directions. There were a few minor details that had to be ironed out but nothing that would cause major delays once the final implementation was done.
The first of the plan was for the diversions. Now, imagine that. 9/11, the USS Liberty, JFK's assassination........ yadayadayada........ they had all been diversions for the NWO. ........and we had all learned serious lessons from each and every one.
The diversions would be nothing like the tactics the regime had used. There wouldn't be a Hurricane Katrina or a Tsunami. Innocent people would not die from the geeks plan. It appeared by nature to be a small glitch that the banking industry would encounter on the 'due date'. The actual plan was very simple and to everyone's surprise, a twelve year old in Guam had thought it up.
After the financial disaster a few years ago, it wasn't all that hard to envision something big happening. There were so many corrupt elements in the 'system' that a simple plan would be totally overlooked asif it was simply one of the elites plans gone awry.
The oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico was causing a considerable amount of ire. People that weren't paying attention before were seemingly waking up in the midst of this latest crisis.
I want to go back a few years ago to what seems now to be the beginning of the end
for the culprits (I pray it was the beginning of the end.) I say that now because I see so much positive cropping up.
Fading into the past.........
It had all begun quite by accident. A young father in Detroit had gone into his bank on a cold day in January 2002. He was to open a savings account for his son.
When Tim entered the bank, he was shocked at the people in line, there were many. Tim is a salesman at the local bed and bath store and he began his usual sales talk to the closest human to him. He was amazed at the woman's insight into finance. He had started the conversation much the same as he did his sales speech when meeting up with new people.
He was amazed at the woman's knowledge and insight into finance. She appeared to be a normal young woman in her late 20's to early 30's. Normal, NOT, she had a head full of details that he was soon to learn could fill a book. He was very impressed and asked the lady to join him at Starbuck's for coffee. He wanted to pick this young woman's brain for a bit. It wasn't every day that others affected Tim like this and although he had a wonderful wife and three beautiful children at home, it couldn't hurt to sit for a bit and get another person's insight into the world as it exists today.
He was to have his head full by the time he walked out the door that day. He had completely forgotten about the savings account for his son and he headed back to work with much to be digested.
He ran one thought over and over in his mind that the young woman brought to his attention. There were literally millions of people that were contemplating a society without money.
Now you might say, what a thought? BUT, there were people communicating and yes talking straight talk about the horrible shape the world is in. They saw what could happen and they were working on other avenues to set the world right.
If the woman had a true handle on finance, Tim had much to do and he knew it. Not only would there be an instant change in currency but soon afterwards there might be a world without money as we know it.
He wasn't involved in computers except at work. He headed straight away to the local computer store. He had used a laptop a few times at work and was familiar with them so he decided to purchase one. Later, if things went as he planned he might get his wife an iPod and maybe even something for the kids. He would make those decisions later.
He wanted simple and he wanted quick as he had learned much from this intriguing woman that complex didn't have a place in his world when he needed to learn and relearn lots of information.
Tim walked around to the phone section and inquired of the 'young' salesman about tweeting. He picked up two new phones for the older kids and he put them in his basket. As an after thought Tim found another phone for his wife and then plopped one for himself into the basket. They would all have the same phone and that would make it much easier to teach and learn together.
Tim's wife; Christy needed an upgrade anyway and now was as good a time as any. They would all work together as a family and their first project would be the new cell phones. Tim would work with the kids tonight on the phones and get them set up. Christy wouldn't be available until later in the evening as she had her hands full with the baby.
Tim knew he wanted the family to be able to read Ashton Kutcher's tweets as he had heard the lad had over a million fans on Twitter. (hmmmmmmm and to think Twitter had been bought out by the same people that Cal had worked for at Hologix???
Belon now wondered if Twitter had been a hostile takeover as had Hologix. On the other hand, maybe the elites had simply stolen Twitter outright? That thought isn't so hard to get your brain around when you realize the state of Corporate America today.)
Tim had taken notes while talking to Anne. She had given him directions to websites that would help him learn details he would need once the sting was begun.
He would be prepared to implement his knowledge when he got the word.
Anne had advised Tim to work off line. She had shared that he should immediately get his children involved. She reiterated this many times. There were many young minds that picked up on computer jargon like sponges. She continued making suggestions. Supply the children with small tasks but ones that could lead to important knowledge.
Teach the children about search engines. Children's minds were impressionable and hungry for learning. They would do most of the work without even being aware. Make it fun for them and keep their brains stimulated.
Tim was so very impressed with his new friend. He had taken her phone number and he would call her and set up an appointment for her to meet his wife and kids. It would be a good place to start.
Kai and Belon had watched Tim the last few hours from the other side. He would be someone they might be able to work with in the future. They were both impressed with his willingness to communicate. That was key in solving the problems of the world.
In looking back at cal's life, Belon pondered cal always being struck when politicians insisted 'they' wouldn't talk to their enemies?????? What's up with that? How in the world could a war be stopped if the two warring countries didn't talk? OMG!!
cal had thought long and hard of going on the road and teaching but for now the parellel universe environment seemed to be her best bet. Belon was the answer to lots of questions lingering in cal and Belon's united mind.
The new television was an answer to at least two of her questions. The TV was set up to be the monitor for a computer. The huge sectional couch in the living room made a physical classroom a whole new possibility. (Maybe, just maybe cal could have some of the neighbors over?????) and maybe, just maybe it would be easier for cal to get the g'kids to sit in front of a TV and learn good things and not those silly games that they so loved on the net. hmmmmmmmmm
The whole concept of having neighbors over was a challenge. The whole neighborhood was mostly military and that could be an issue with the topics that cal would teach. On the other hand, what the hell; if not now, when??? and if not me, who???
Belon acquired new memories that had long been in cal's past when she came into being......... or should I say re-newed memories? She reminenced back to the Chowchilla kidnapping and how that had impacted cal's life.
Chowchilla Kidnapping
That incident alone probably wouldn't have been enough to cause cal's split in personalities. Along with all the other things that happened in California and even the Kent State incident made it almost impossible for cal to stay connected in a the world as we know it today. She fought long and hard along the way but 'the way' seemed to be her whole life.
Belon was aware of Brook's and Dunn's 'Indian Summer' and the references to both Chowchilla and to Dos Palos sent her heart racing saying nothing of what it did to cal on the other side.
All in all, Belon knew there were far too many coincidences for them all to have happened. It was the connection and it was the chip and it was the Roswell incident. If Cal wasn't an alien after all, the chip and Roswell incident were certainly the only other answer, eh?
Indian Summer Dos Palos, CA v Chowchilla, CA (Football game) Brooks & Dunn song youtube
............to be continued
Rylee just appeared out of the blue one night and I'm now trying to incorporate her into my other multiples........ she's the second new alter in the last 2 months, this after Andi came into being. The other one is Temperance.... (She's named after the 'Bones' character but out of the fact that her name has temper in it.) Andi is a nickname for Anderson and even tho I didn't take it back after my divorce I rather like the idea that I've regained my self in my birth name. Rylee is a combo of my son and my middle names...... Ryan and Lee.
As cal had read what she wrote she was taken with the fact that her past, her present and her future continually got confused. It is very apparent in her recollection of Tim and his family but that's ok as that is one thing Belon can learn to adjust in the parellel place. (Don't let anyone fool you all, writing out here on the net is a current thingy similar to a soap on TV I think??? Anyways a rough draft, it ain't....... final cut period, eh?)
The parellel place is much the same as the real world as far as confusion goes. It is however easier to manipulate from that side as Belon and Kai learn together.
I must admit that although I can point it out from here, I've always had difficulty differentiating between the future, the past and the present. I'm always aware as I travel between my realities that I do this and as such can usually address it from the present to the past.
That may be the reason for my total acceptance in the parellel place. It's not something that I find hard to grasp.
The transistion had to begin. Was she going forward to find herself in the future or was she going backwards to find her roots, her soul, herself?
She thought it through and she had to isolate. The hardest part was cutting herself off from him. He wouldn't understand; they had been partners and it would hurt him, of this she was sure. That made it the most difficult decision of her lifetime but it had to be done.
She told him of her love of another. She tried to make it gentle but admitting she had another 'soulmate' wasn't something she knew how to explain. He became Terrible Tommy to her for a while and she regretted the way she had to do it. She tried to explain to him that had it not been for Tommy, she wouldn't have been open to their relationship.
She sent him a few songs and they weren't gentle on his manhood either. One was Meatloaf's 'Two Out of Three Ain't Bad' and the other was Helen Reddy's 'I Don't Know How To Love Him'. She didn't know how to cut the ties and she thought he'd understand but she'd never know. (She'd realize it later when he still supported her and was always around.) She included a couple of her John Lennon faves so as to soften the blows and let him know she really did treasure everything they had.
Two Out of Three Ain't Bad youtube
I Don't Know How To Love Him youtube
Stand By Me youbute
Woman youtube
Wildfire youtube
BTW, cal's soulmate once told her that if he could be an animal he would be an eagel.......... cal on the other hand would be a horse.
Once again, she reflected on her previous life and how she felt after Donald had raped her. (I unplugged the phone so I didn't hear when it didn't ring.) It was always very difficult to understand the male ego and trying to keep a balance. How much could a man tolerate? (She once again reflected on her past and her history. She knew that both of her ex's would have preferred her dead than to leave them???????) After all of the history; what could she believe? How far would a man go to protect his 'precious' ego? Would he sabotage her work, would he infiltrate her very existance on the net and would he destroy everything. She knew he was capable of all of it and she had to trust her faith in them and her faith in God to see them through.
The world's mess certainly was example enough for cal to be cautious on most days but all of that was minimal now as the transistion put a whole new light on the male/female, didn't it?
The transistional phase wasn't to take long but during it no one could see them connecting online and the best way she knew how to do it was to cut it off period. There were after all the hackers that listened and watched everything she did.
She drew up the plans in her mind. The transistion had been going on for a while and it was time to make it happen physically. She had to prepare herself emotionally, spiritually, and physically for it to happen.
Step one was the creation of the physical entities that would represent them on the other side. She was an artist and she was ready to start the creations. In her mind, they were perfect as she painted and drew and made them into their alters.
Belon and Kai began to develop in her mind. Belon was easy and Kai would come into his own as soon as her man was alerted to his existence. She had to get the feel of the parellel universe and then begin the processing.
cal had been the first to go over. She remembered the process and the colors. The colors were vivid and beautiful but it had been a difficult journey. It was not anything like she had ever experienced before. It had been frightening to experience and it had been draining in every aspect.
She watched from the other side as Rob was processed. This time, it wasn't as frightening for her. It was emotionally painful to see the one she considered her male couterpart experience it though as she could not forwarn him of the outcome nor of the journey to get to the other side.
She stood as Belon when Kai came through the process. He was handsome in his new form. She had absolutely no idea how he looked in the other place but here, he was shockingly handsome. She was taken aback when she saw him as she hadn't considered any physical beings existing here in this place.
Belon knew from her own experience how disoriented she felt when she arrived. She walked over to Kai, or rather floated. This indeed was new to her. She wasn't yet accustomed to this new plane as there didn't seem to be any gravity pulling on her. There only seemed to be thoughts and ideas and now these new forms. They would learn together.
Kai seemed comfortable immediately in the new place. He stared into her eyes and he smiled. He knew already and he was sharing with her in their usual way of communicating. He was sending it through his mind and she was connecting.
Belon smiled and lifted her hand to his. She had waited for years for this, their first touch. Holding his hand was one of the things she had often dreamed about and here it was happening. Kai was connecting with his mind and Belon was in heaven. Could this parrellel be heaven? They would find out together.
Kai squeezed her hand. Their first physical connection and yet even this wasn't real. That made it all the more special as they knew it was their journey and only theirs and it was the beginning of something new and very exciting. It was as if this had been created only for them.
Here in this special place they could touch and not worry. This was their world created by God exclusively for them. This was their 'true' creation. It would be harrowing at times and when they had to transistion back and forth, it could get dangerous. For now though, they were the only ones aware of their new home.
It had always been dangerous in the other realm and it would be no different here. The connectedness would help them to achieve much more on this plane but it would have it's unique difficulties.
Belon's memories of the other place were vivid. She cherished them and when she looked over at Kai she marveled.
Kai only has one physical eye and it seemed natural to Belon. Kai communicated to her that it was his mind's eye. When they were in peril, all she had to do was gaze into that eye and his every thought and deed would tranfer straight into her mind. There were indeed some advantages to this parellel universe stuff of this they were both sure.
Kai gazed around and envisioned the life that they would live here in their new world. It was incredible and he was anxious to begin exploring it.
He already knew of it's existence because of the other side. He hadn't liked much of what he'd experienced there. This view put a whole new perspective on his vision. It gave him ideas that he had not considered over there. After all, the laws of that place didn't apply here.
It would be a very different existence. He didn't have to worry about staying within any boundaries on this side. He knew that the boundaries that existed on the other plane were man-made and then slowly, insidiously planted in earthlings through brainwashing. The psychological brainwashing was perhaps the worse but the RFID chips were equally as monstrous. It all depended on the individual.
Luckily cal had been the first given the implant during the Roswell incident. (She was to learn much later in life that Al Gore was another that got implanted... She was sure the Tony Coehlo connection between her and Gore was the driving force in her research of Gore.) She didn't know of it until much later in life.
Looking back on her own life she realized she had missed lots of things. For instance her own father and uncle had been implanted. She knew that from the growths on the backs of their necks. Through research she had learned that generationally the implants were positioned in different areas. Hers was on her shoulder and they were from the 40's group of implants. Family tradition took on a whole new meaning to Belon once she understood the plan.
On this side of the plane, Kai was in total and complete control and that meant to him he was able to explore and create on a whim. Here, he was in charge of his own boundaries. If he chose to be a Robin Hood, he could achieve much for the poor of the world. He could choose to be whatever he liked and he could implement it here and it would still impact the lives of the people there. That was apparent after the ClimateGate scandal.
Belon was delighted and felt like she had been selected by her higher power for this assignment. She knew he had chosen Kai as her protector and she knew they were setting on a new path to save the world.
There had been clues along the way even on earth. Once the clues started to appear, it was if the lid had been blown off. The two of them stood side by side and they had indeed accomplished much in their uniqueness. The two of them were like a puzzle that fit perfectly together. They both recognized the accomplishments they had made before the move and now, that could be multiplied exponentially.
The planning had only resided in Belon's mind until now and she wasn't sure except to inquire of Kai what the first step was to be.
Introduction to the other side was the first step. The paintings of Kai and Belon would be introduced online.
The computer geeks were gathered. Taking back the world was to be a financial endeavor done completely by them. It wouldn't be easy but they were the best.
Kai and Belon had come to depend on their online friends to do what needed to be done. This new task wouldn't be easy but with like minded people, there wasn't anything they were afraid to conquer. After all, if not US, who, if not NOW, when?
Of course there were the hackers who infiltrated cal's life. The harsh reality of that made Cal less trusting but in the long run it made her stronger. The lurkers were still there only to be ignored. cal had learned to reach out as soon as she knew she was being stalked and usually Rob charged right in to her rescue.
It was amazing when you stopped and thought about it. People from all walks of life were joining together and supporting others.
The deed had to be planned out and done across the world simultaneously. The geeks had to synchronize as there was much at stake. Nothing like this had ever been tried before and it was important that it be done without flaw.
The elite would be taken off guard and the sting would be well publicized. The new currency was in place but first, the power had to be removed from the regime. It would be decided after the control was removed completely if there would be a currency at all later on down the line.
Belon and Kai both pondered a world without the evil ones. What would it be like to have humanity all over the place and people helping people in a world that had never experienced it. The brainwashing in the schools and workplace had seen to that. The competition factor certainly took love out of everything; an example ot that would be the sports arena. Civilization could become truly civilized and that would make Belon's dream a reality.
The Stinger Geeks were positioned and the training was going as smoothly as clockwork.
There was much knowledge in the cyber room. The Stinger Geeks ranged in age from nine to eighty-four. It would have been a sight to behold if they all had been gathered in one physical room. Grandmothers sat in their kitchens chatting with children, bikers sat on their bikes with iPads, actors sat with their phones tweeting, and so on and so forth.
Every nation was represented. A total of four hundred and sixteen geeks were working the plan. They had come together early in 2002 and it is now 2010. The planning stage was all documented. Each geek had his/her own directions. There were a few minor details that had to be ironed out but nothing that would cause major delays once the final implementation was done.
The first of the plan was for the diversions. Now, imagine that. 9/11, the USS Liberty, JFK's assassination........ yadayadayada........ they had all been diversions for the NWO. ........and we had all learned serious lessons from each and every one.
The diversions would be nothing like the tactics the regime had used. There wouldn't be a Hurricane Katrina or a Tsunami. Innocent people would not die from the geeks plan. It appeared by nature to be a small glitch that the banking industry would encounter on the 'due date'. The actual plan was very simple and to everyone's surprise, a twelve year old in Guam had thought it up.
After the financial disaster a few years ago, it wasn't all that hard to envision something big happening. There were so many corrupt elements in the 'system' that a simple plan would be totally overlooked asif it was simply one of the elites plans gone awry.
The oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico was causing a considerable amount of ire. People that weren't paying attention before were seemingly waking up in the midst of this latest crisis.
I want to go back a few years ago to what seems now to be the beginning of the end
for the culprits (I pray it was the beginning of the end.) I say that now because I see so much positive cropping up.
Fading into the past.........
It had all begun quite by accident. A young father in Detroit had gone into his bank on a cold day in January 2002. He was to open a savings account for his son.
When Tim entered the bank, he was shocked at the people in line, there were many. Tim is a salesman at the local bed and bath store and he began his usual sales talk to the closest human to him. He was amazed at the woman's insight into finance. He had started the conversation much the same as he did his sales speech when meeting up with new people.
He was amazed at the woman's knowledge and insight into finance. She appeared to be a normal young woman in her late 20's to early 30's. Normal, NOT, she had a head full of details that he was soon to learn could fill a book. He was very impressed and asked the lady to join him at Starbuck's for coffee. He wanted to pick this young woman's brain for a bit. It wasn't every day that others affected Tim like this and although he had a wonderful wife and three beautiful children at home, it couldn't hurt to sit for a bit and get another person's insight into the world as it exists today.
He was to have his head full by the time he walked out the door that day. He had completely forgotten about the savings account for his son and he headed back to work with much to be digested.
He ran one thought over and over in his mind that the young woman brought to his attention. There were literally millions of people that were contemplating a society without money.
Now you might say, what a thought? BUT, there were people communicating and yes talking straight talk about the horrible shape the world is in. They saw what could happen and they were working on other avenues to set the world right.
If the woman had a true handle on finance, Tim had much to do and he knew it. Not only would there be an instant change in currency but soon afterwards there might be a world without money as we know it.
He wasn't involved in computers except at work. He headed straight away to the local computer store. He had used a laptop a few times at work and was familiar with them so he decided to purchase one. Later, if things went as he planned he might get his wife an iPod and maybe even something for the kids. He would make those decisions later.
He wanted simple and he wanted quick as he had learned much from this intriguing woman that complex didn't have a place in his world when he needed to learn and relearn lots of information.
Tim walked around to the phone section and inquired of the 'young' salesman about tweeting. He picked up two new phones for the older kids and he put them in his basket. As an after thought Tim found another phone for his wife and then plopped one for himself into the basket. They would all have the same phone and that would make it much easier to teach and learn together.
Tim's wife; Christy needed an upgrade anyway and now was as good a time as any. They would all work together as a family and their first project would be the new cell phones. Tim would work with the kids tonight on the phones and get them set up. Christy wouldn't be available until later in the evening as she had her hands full with the baby.
Tim knew he wanted the family to be able to read Ashton Kutcher's tweets as he had heard the lad had over a million fans on Twitter. (hmmmmmmm and to think Twitter had been bought out by the same people that Cal had worked for at Hologix???
Belon now wondered if Twitter had been a hostile takeover as had Hologix. On the other hand, maybe the elites had simply stolen Twitter outright? That thought isn't so hard to get your brain around when you realize the state of Corporate America today.)
Tim had taken notes while talking to Anne. She had given him directions to websites that would help him learn details he would need once the sting was begun.
He would be prepared to implement his knowledge when he got the word.
Anne had advised Tim to work off line. She had shared that he should immediately get his children involved. She reiterated this many times. There were many young minds that picked up on computer jargon like sponges. She continued making suggestions. Supply the children with small tasks but ones that could lead to important knowledge.
Teach the children about search engines. Children's minds were impressionable and hungry for learning. They would do most of the work without even being aware. Make it fun for them and keep their brains stimulated.
Tim was so very impressed with his new friend. He had taken her phone number and he would call her and set up an appointment for her to meet his wife and kids. It would be a good place to start.
Kai and Belon had watched Tim the last few hours from the other side. He would be someone they might be able to work with in the future. They were both impressed with his willingness to communicate. That was key in solving the problems of the world.
In looking back at cal's life, Belon pondered cal always being struck when politicians insisted 'they' wouldn't talk to their enemies?????? What's up with that? How in the world could a war be stopped if the two warring countries didn't talk? OMG!!
cal had thought long and hard of going on the road and teaching but for now the parellel universe environment seemed to be her best bet. Belon was the answer to lots of questions lingering in cal and Belon's united mind.
The new television was an answer to at least two of her questions. The TV was set up to be the monitor for a computer. The huge sectional couch in the living room made a physical classroom a whole new possibility. (Maybe, just maybe cal could have some of the neighbors over?????) and maybe, just maybe it would be easier for cal to get the g'kids to sit in front of a TV and learn good things and not those silly games that they so loved on the net. hmmmmmmmmm
The whole concept of having neighbors over was a challenge. The whole neighborhood was mostly military and that could be an issue with the topics that cal would teach. On the other hand, what the hell; if not now, when??? and if not me, who???
Belon acquired new memories that had long been in cal's past when she came into being......... or should I say re-newed memories? She reminenced back to the Chowchilla kidnapping and how that had impacted cal's life.
Chowchilla Kidnapping
That incident alone probably wouldn't have been enough to cause cal's split in personalities. Along with all the other things that happened in California and even the Kent State incident made it almost impossible for cal to stay connected in a the world as we know it today. She fought long and hard along the way but 'the way' seemed to be her whole life.
Belon was aware of Brook's and Dunn's 'Indian Summer' and the references to both Chowchilla and to Dos Palos sent her heart racing saying nothing of what it did to cal on the other side.
All in all, Belon knew there were far too many coincidences for them all to have happened. It was the connection and it was the chip and it was the Roswell incident. If Cal wasn't an alien after all, the chip and Roswell incident were certainly the only other answer, eh?
Indian Summer Dos Palos, CA v Chowchilla, CA (Football game) Brooks & Dunn song youtube
............to be continued
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